speak out....

"what is god??"

isnt it actually interestin how discussions really go seroius - run wild as i'd call it- when theres too little time for the work?? hve been noticing this since my college days when we used to gather around on the eves of the exams...maybe its the tension.....or is it?? <tensed...n me??? u gotta be kiddin... :)>

"its a positive power tht ...." ...."positive unconcious"

yeah its always gud to be positive....."be optimistic.....things go bad to become better", my teacher wud tell me bac at school....oh come on man....words can be sweet as honey...but does it help even as much as a grain when it comes to being practical???...here i have got an asssignment to get don with, its already 2 in the night, i am sleepy
<thts strange....i'd be playin tll even 4-5 n its just 2> n u speak about optimisim????

"doesnt exist"

maybe its the realisation tht things may not work out as good as u had thought when u actually set out on the assignment...there...the truth peeks from behind...tht extra motivation...the determination tht u'd do something-prove a point-tht shone on ur face when u took up this assignment just somehow sank when it struck the tip of the assignment-pressure-berg... now tht sounds atleast factual n true though it doesnt giv any consolation...

"god is something to explain wht cant be explained..."

or maybe as calvin said, the thing to trigger off creativity in the best way-LAST MIN PAANIC- something just sparks off tht debate

"GOD IS IN DETAIL"

some means to run aways from the actual task tht just is a bit too daunting...to just forget tht th teachers gonna ask for the assignment tmrw or tht thrs an exam happenin tomorrow...u need ideas to explain wht cantbe explained na...<n mind ya, ideas are expensive ;)>

"my bestest friend"

i guess most ppl who have been in an hostel wud have been thru this...n yeah these are one of the best moments tht u'd luk bak to later down in ur life...probably this is how the "memory formin" process functions <hey i believed it had to do with silicon,doping, n vlsi ....???? HAHAHA>....

"/i am god"

.....the debbate about wht our film started of from the question "who's god"...well it wasnt gettin ny gud atleast for the first few minutes...but then at some point, some spark triggered of a real gud discussion....there was solid thought n wht science did n wht was the role oof religion...

"al is science....science explain things logically,...."

u realis how dificult is it to put to words things u always thought u knew???....to describe somethin tht has always been a part of u...n the funny answers too has their part...the discussion went rweal well....

"whats art ....to whom???"

hey it just isnt too rt to be speakin on the same subject for too long rt???yup... talk too changed course...from god it was to wht was art all abt n whts it'ss gotto do in the society...<<apna area tho hain nahin....forbiden grounds i must say...hehe jokin yaar.....jjust tht i have a terrible fear-inhibition rather- about anything thts frm the inteliigensia...>> ...

"the apple tree????"

someone felt tht we were being childish discussin on something tht experts have thought,debated n torn opn...<does tht mean children oughta shut up??>...n ultimately after 2-2.5 hrs of discussin we felt it was a bit too broad a subject n so ddropped it...THAT should happen at one point or another...u sit n think ...sit n think ...sit n think ...ony to discover tht the thought was baseless in the first place.... ..... <applause???? i didnt hear ny :D>

""love""

change of course again ...n now topics got interesting...which varied from how ppl behave in public toilets to how women sleep...

"hemant, u cant see things around....U R FUCKED IN LIFE :DDDDDD".......

the talk was real ddeep


"I WANNA CONDEMN THT"

n real serious too....


...i do wonder theres so much ppl hav to tell each other ...n there are so many moments of silence between us...wht will i say...wht to ask...wht to enquire......well forget tht for the time....when talk is happenin, shout out n be heard...or be quiet n listen how funny n interestin at times can words be....
wht happened to our film/.??? just wait n see.....

"belief"

n yeah, I H B !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

idea....idea.....whr art thou

to generrate an idea.....easily said than done i believe...right??? atleast thts wht nyone who is doin design wud tell
u...."we sell ideas dude..."...hmm a very gud thought...am i proud???or shud i be proud???of course....come on man....we r
doin wht we believe is the most difficult job in the whole world..."who says tht ", u'd ask me....yeah who sayd tht???
atleast there was more than one voice (apart from mine of course) in a debate in our ADS class tht felt tht it was only just
tht we ddesigners be paid higher than someone who sweeps the room because we "used our brainns..." i am not gonna give the
for n against arguments nor wht was decided as thts too controversial a subject.....
so wht am i blabberin all this rt here???well for one thing i wanted to jot down a few words here in my blog atleast for the
sake of my assignmetn.....so bac to squar 1...about generating ideas.... is it actually so much of work to come up with an
idea??? authors have so cutely named it as the writers block...wonder wht we cud call it....hmmm..sadly words are just not
our homeground....maybe we cud put together a few splashes of colours n call it as whts the equivalent of the writers block
in our field....dont wonder y i'mnt sugestin "designers block"...u see we ppl in this area are- atleast me if not nyone
else- are just too proud ...i hate to admit tht ther cud be some block for me....our creativity just keeps flowin like the
Nile u see...:D
just tht the summer happens whenever an assignment is given...i think think n think again...mmmmm mmmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmmm.....none at all..."no way dear...dont at all luk at me", my brain tells me..."shit shit shit...y isnt nything
comin to my mind????"
forget it...maybe the idea might surface nother day....today jsut isnt the rt day...yeah thts rt....try another day when u r
cool in mind n brain....DONE....now forget the assignment...lets get down for a game of carrom....ppl ask me "oye...kaam kuch hai nahin
kya..???".... :) ...."hai bahut kuch ....BUS MOOD NAHIN HAI.... :D:D:D:D:D"
nother one into tht ever increasin pile of pendin assignments.... :)...
hey wht abt the IDEA thing??? come on man...as if u were so serious abt it in the first place ;).....

yup... I HATE BLOGGIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

first post

well so i hav to giv in n start a blog after all....guess its not too bad to go against ur wishes or decisions at times.....after all, to be broken is what resolutions are meant for , rt.....atleast iin my case for sure....am only surprised why it took so long to break some resolution i had taken....





whatever the bottom line still remains I HATE BLOGGING!!!!! ...